♥ Sunday, October 08, 2006 ♥
5:54:00 PM
but no doubt, i have a wonderful time in the bus .
i thought daddy had jus left the house to eat at 487 there . so i slowly took my bath , brush my teeth and wash my face . then i pack my bag and i decided to call my dad . he took super long to pick up the phone which got me so frustrated . nevertheless, my dad answered the phone . THEN, i realised he didnt come home for the entire night . the entire night u noe .. i was so fed up + pissed off . he wasnt working .. he went DRINKING u noe ! fuck la . i hate hardcore alcoholic . let me repeat, I HATE HARDCORE ALCOHOLIC . then in the end, i didnt get to eat my xiao long bao . =(
so freaking angry then i just took my stuffs out and went to take a bus for my tuition . luckily 28 came almost immediately when i reached the bus stop or else i'll start cursing already . then at 417 bus stop, there was this malay uncle who came up the bus wif alot of stuffs and he sat beside me and bloody hell, his stuffs keep bumping into me . but nvm , i'm alighting at the regional library bus stop, which is the next stop .
crossing over the road , i waited for 27 to arrive .. it was only like 3 minutes later it came ? so lucky la =) then i reached the airport . then i saw the bus 36 just went . argh . then i waited like a fool there for 1o to 15 minutes ? and the bus came .. had a long but interesting ride . okay, i admit : i can b a country pumkim at times ..
then i saw the VICTORIA CONCERT HALL . grew a lil excited and remembered about lynette's concert . it was funny la . tt was one of the happiest moment i have .. nothing much occured on the bus ride ..
the cooling and quiet bus ride really make me think hard on him* and the days we spent . perhaps everything was jus as deciving as it was , jus like how mdm ho used to say "the girls in ur class (4e3) are deciving". it's true, even in friendship the start is always the sweetest . but in the long run, it's hard to have the sweetie-ness lasting eternally . so for love life , it's the same . but i've seen really long long relationship where sweetie-ness last . not naming who cause he always come my blog, not tagging =P but yea, tt person is really sweet .. so i hope he and his "her" last .. which i think is very possible =)
on the way when i was blasting my music, then suddenly i feel as though i'm in great pain . somehow it feels as though i had a heart attack or something . it really feels uncomfortable . it must be the song .
tuition sucks .. everyone's results is so way better than mine . angelina darling got 14 points for L1R5 , haven minus 4 points for cca and higher chinese . so tt makes it only 1o . and 1o X 2 =2o and i have more than 2o . so yeah , how zi bei can i get ? and she's from st marg's . which is way better than tampines sec . and she's like getting good results than me . i'm demoralised . and seems like everyone got way better than me la =(
haze is gone , or at least it's so much better today . ytd was 15o for the PSI . but now seems like it tone down alot .. thanks to the wind .. not coughing alot now .. which is like a very good sign =)
if it was u who text me, then i'd b happy. and to be the little girl who smiled so sweetly . but again, i was disappointed time and time again . the person i dun wan to text me texted me, asking me to take care . why cant it b u ? why must i be the person who had to initate time and time again ? i grew so sick and tired of everything till i wanted to erase u completely from my memory . but i cant do it , and i shall not do it . cuz it's jus like cutting myself thinly a piece by a piece and the blood jus dun seemed to stop .
